Just when you think you can sit back and try to
enjoy the peacefulness you desperately sought after, the world overwhelms you
with its conflicts, hatred and despair of normal life...
And General Insanity creeps in
Every day....
--> The Dream <--
Wow..It's as if my life has been put on hold for the past few months.
I guess that's what happens when work just takes over whatever life you have left and by the time you've reached home, there's not enough energy to get yourself psyched up to tell the whole world how exciting your day has been.. If you're lucky enough to have an exciting day, that is.
I think one of the highlights today is knowing how much my clients appreciate me. It does slightly embarrass me but at the same time, I like to know that my work doesn't go unnoticed even if my managers don't notice my performance.
During the times when I'm allowed to daydream for a mere 10 seconds, I ask myself how I even came to be here. Statistically speaking, I have defied all odds for a 'Normal' student and I'm not sure how my ex-classmates from school will react when I tell them I'm working in London. When we were 16, London was always deemed to be that magical place that was too faraway to reach except through the newspaper and television. Some of us made a pact to go to England and maybe catch a Take That concert (this was a decade ago!!) and 10 years later, here I am... and surprise surprise, I AM actually going to watch a Take That concert!!
I'm living the dream I wanted when I was 15 and I can only thank God and my family for making this happen...
Chloe Andrina
4:53 PM
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